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This guy really just left the cart here after he put his stuff into his car….on this windy ass day -____-
He kinda hit the car too but I wasn’t going to acknowledge his existence…
Rude ass…

This guy really just left the cart here after he put his stuff into his car….on this windy ass day -____-
He kinda hit the car too but I wasn’t going to acknowledge his existence…
Rude ass…

We had a double header or whatever for tennis yesterday and I gpt home around 8:50ish pm
Loch Raven…
Destiny complimented the hell out of my legs and made me all flattered, while I played with Amalia and lost the first game with the scores: 6:8 and 3:6…it’s crazy how we were winning at the start of both but ended up losing…
The second match…I take no pride in…we had to play newbies but they were nice so…..
Hmmm I got nothing done and I’d much rather kill myself now…

5 days ago with 0 notes

I’m doing a research power point on global wedding customs so of course I chose to do Nigeria, but woah I really want a wedding now!!

The groom is whatever but I’m now realizing that my future wedding will have several Nigerian elements in it, can’t forget where I came from!!

It’s so beautiful ughghghgh I kinda want to go to one now…

1 week ago with 1 note

I think it’s truly amazing that your life can literally end at any moment.

You plan on going out later on in the day, an accident occurs , and you’re instantly dead…

You may had been completely innocent in your reasoning for going out but still get killed…

I never really thought about it, but most of the people that get murdered probably had similar mindsets as me…the expectation to continue living no matter how disappointed or angry they may had felt with life…

Maybe they wanted a second chance but didn’t even in their wildest dreams expect to never get that opportunity…

You, you right there, do you have any enemies? No? Well you can still be killed in any way once you leave your home to carry out your daily activities…or even worse stay home and have the danger come to you…

No where is really safe…why do we lie to ourselves that we’re safe??

I’m actually really tired now but this thought just came to my mind…it’s crazy…You’re gone, no one will ever see you again…where do you go? What will happen to you as everyone keeps living??

Yes you’ll be missed but where are you? I don’t think that we won’t just not exist…our universe is too darn big for that lazy explanation…

Uhhhh life is so confusing…I just want to be happy…I just wish that all the bad people would be flung into the sun :(

2 weeks ago with 0 notes

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The sacrifices I make for tennis…honestly it’s my fault for not bringing proper clothing…whatever I’m still bitter…

The sacrifices I make for tennis…honestly it’s my fault for not bringing proper clothing…whatever I’m still bitter…

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howwyolifeedoyinn:

Okay so maybe I’m overreacting…but this morning I was talking to my friend and I haven’t talked to him since basically the start of March…

Actually not talking but texting…anyway, our last conversation ended with him not replying to my message and that was that…but it was abrupt how we stopped talking but I paid it no mind….

So today we talked again and somehow it ended with the last thing he said to me being “okay..” like before that he said “Oh you’re so young..” so it was in two messages but “Oh you’re so young…okay..”.

Before that I was asking him if he was tired and why he was sleeping so early…

I’m really annoyed that he would just end the conversation like that, he could had said “bye” or told me that we would talk later but he read the message I sent after which was “young? You’ve just realized?” but he didn’t respond…only read it -___-

I think I’m annoyed for the wrong reason…I don’t even know why I’m annoyed but I really hate him right now…

I open up to him and he just chooses when he wants to accept me and when he doesn’t want to?? Who gave him that right??

He told me that he wanted me to open up to him and I’m an open person anyway so of course I was going to but…

I’m just so annoyed…not furious…that’s a bit much, but I am pretty angry with him…

Maybe I should just drop it and him…if it really means anything to him…he’ll send me a message next time first, I give up on him…

(lol nothing romantic was going to occur anyway, he was just sort of like a close friend…)

boys are so confusing

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what was he trying to accomplish

One response=an all expense paid ticket to rant yaaaas ~

Guess I’m feeling extra image

but let me not, I don’t even think I’m ready…

I don’t even know!! That’s the crazy thing…and I’m the “young” one…

What was he trying to accomplish by “wasting” time talking to me for so long and then just breaking off without warning ughghgh

I just thought that sharing your life goals and personal thoughts with someone who did the same, meant that they cared?…guess I was wrong ~

Anyway this is me right now:

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I’m done now ( ̄□ ̄) got it off my chest and mind…

I don’t hate him to the point of revealing his personal information and stuff online…more of slashing his car tires on his wedding day type hate, childish, but there’s a reason why we don’t love these hoes (︶︹︺)

Thing is…he probably doesn’t even care ~~ yet he came to me first!!

2 weeks ago with 3 notes

Okay so maybe I’m overreacting…but this morning I was talking to my friend and I haven’t talked to him since basically the start of March…

Actually not talking but texting…anyway, our last conversation ended with him not replying to my message and that was that…but it was abrupt how we stopped talking but I paid it no mind….

So today we talked again and somehow it ended with the last thing he said to me being “okay..” like before that he said “Oh you’re so young..” so it was in two messages but “Oh you’re so young…okay..”.

Before that I was asking him if he was tired and why he was sleeping so early…

I’m really annoyed that he would just end the conversation like that, he could had said “bye” or told me that we would talk later but he read the message I sent after which was “young? You’ve just realized?” but he didn’t respond…only read it -___-

I think I’m annoyed for the wrong reason…I don’t even know why I’m annoyed but I really hate him right now…

I open up to him and he just chooses when he wants to accept me and when he doesn’t want to?? Who gave him that right??

He told me that he wanted me to open up to him and I’m an open person anyway so of course I was going to but…

I’m just so annoyed…not furious…that’s a bit much, but I am pretty angry with him…

Maybe I should just drop it and him…if it really means anything to him…he’ll send me a message next time first, I give up on him…

(lol nothing romantic was going to occur anyway, he was just sort of like a close friend…)

2 weeks ago with 3 notes

Ouuuu you got it bad my parents are alright but I dress modest anyways

says Anonymous

Haha you don’t understand…even things they approve and buy with me, by the second time I wear it, they question if I should really wear it -__-

I mean I don’t go around exposing my butt or chest…I’m not that confident.

Just my legs and arms but apparently that’s too much  (╯°□°)╯

There are just some things that you can’t pull off when your pass a certain age…I don’t understand why they don’t get it…like I’ll be 40 and wearing midi-shorts…actually I’m planning on becoming a hot mom but that’s besides the point…

2 weeks ago with 0 notes

First match of the season and we lost =(

Like everyone of the team lol but I’m not even mad ~

3 weeks ago with 0 notes

I have a problem….I swear that whenever Lincoln comes on the TV I stop everything I’m doing to watch it til the end…I don’t even know how many times I’ve seen that movie now…but goodness Steven Spielberg and Daniel Day-Lewis, braaaaavooo ~

I honestly wish they’d make more movies like this that’d actually keep my interest….

Ughhhhh this makes me want to be in a historical movie…I want to actually be in a movie like this even lincoln

though there’d be hella segregation…I want to experience something as beautiful a production as this grrrrr

3 weeks ago with 0 notes

We went to the National History museum in DC today and it was pretty cool, I will admit…

I didn’t want to go at first but my teacher kinda made me go lol 

It was cool that I chilled with Nasseh and stuff but there was this one guy that really pissed me off….

Okay so there was a Vietnam exhibit and there was a bunch of TVs stacked on top and next to each other broadcasting what Americans would see during the Vietnam War era and it was pretty cool to be honest. You got the taste of what people would watch on their living room TV sets.

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buuuuuut this one guy who seemed “attractive”…to my friend anyway…(I don’t have a thing for guys who wear their hats backwards when I first see them). ANYWAY !! The guy stands next to our couch since it was set up like a living room scene (just a couch and table infront of the set of TVs) and he says to his friend something along the lines of “Can you believe watching this shit on TV back then” and then his friend goes “Oh I think back then, they had endless numbers of channels”…Okay I don’t know what his friend was talking about but it pissed me off that he would say that about a war where almost 60K American soldiers were killed, and over 2 million Vietnamese died (don’t cite me on this). 

Point is, the people that fought this “shit” and lost their lives or lost loved ones certainly wouldn’t had found the broadcasts to be shit!!

It’s so disrespectful and shows such a low level of intelligence…

My friend lost interest in him which was good though I never had interest in him but really?!!

Other than that ! it was pretty cool…It would had been nice to see more stuff on African Americans but whatever ~

lesson is: Don’t judge based on appearances woooo ~ let me tell you ~~

3 weeks ago with 0 notes

Okay so yesterday was cold and I had to grab public transportation due to familial issues…as freakin usual and not only was the bus packed to the brim…People were actually standing on the top step. The damn thing broke down before I could even get home.

It broke down like 3 times prior, like a preview of the future and everyone just laughed it off….but it broke down for good and I was sooo done.

I was late for my SAT prep class but I don’t even care anymore…It’s not right to make me practice test on a weekday after I go through 6 hours of education and about an hour of tennis….so I have to sit through like 4 hours of testing?? OH hell naw!!

And now I have a nasty cough because I was standing at the bus stop for a bit over an hour waiting for the bus to come (matter of fact two buses never showed up!!).

3 weeks ago with 0 notes

Today we had our choral assessment and I was invited to sing with the choir. I’m really going to miss all the seniors that’re in the course this year…the weather is harsh, it was raining ~ I think it’s nice I like it but I really don’t know what we’re going to do for the next year…I only hope we can make our teacher proud again. Why…I just feel very emotional this is my last time I’ll be going to assessments with the seniors…

1 month ago with 0 notes

This is why I don’t have a diary haaa

So I’m still stressed even though the musical ended because tennis started!! :D
Anyway they didn’t really cut anyone which I liked since a lot of my friends tried out….but we have too many people…
We can only play like 7 girls but have like 16…ughghgh we’re challenging today and I’m pretty pumped ~
Yesterday I went to SAT prep ~ the class was the perfect size and I made a friend ~
Buuuut I have choral assessments on Wednesday too…hmmm

1 month ago with 0 notes

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Sooo all my strugglong and complaining was paid off with our first show performance….
Okay I’ll admit it…it wasn’t that bad! and I felt waaay closer to the cast by the end of the show so that’s a super plus ~ I get my makeup done for the first time and now there’s only one person allowed to do my makeup because she’s freaking amazing ♡
It makes me want to do it next year but the stress….Ahhh I was just in a good mood that’s all…I’m glad :’)

Sooo all my strugglong and complaining was paid off with our first show performance….
Okay I’ll admit it…it wasn’t that bad! and I felt waaay closer to the cast by the end of the show so that’s a super plus ~ I get my makeup done for the first time and now there’s only one person allowed to do my makeup because she’s freaking amazing ♡
It makes me want to do it next year but the stress….Ahhh I was just in a good mood that’s all…I’m glad :’)

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